I’m dwarfed at the base of a towering pinnacle of stone rising from the sand on the coastline near Bandon. It seems top heavy, and I wonder how much more lies beneath my feet. Other massive rocks jut up next to it creating unique towers of stone left as the shoreline eroded away and exposed these great monoliths.
I climbed into a crevice between two great slabs of rock and looked up at a small ribbon of blue sky high above. In the cleft of these rocks, the wind is reduced to a breeze but the roar of the ocean seems to echo off the close walls.
My mind wanders to the story of a cleft in the rock on the top of Mt.Sinai. Moses could not bear the thought of taking one step into the wilderness without Jehovah and pleaded with Him to show him His glory. The Eternal God met Moses on the mountain, placed him in a cleft of the rock and covered him with His hand. Then God passed by proclaiming His great name in magnificent splendor.
And he passed in front of Moses, proclaiming, “The LORD, the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. Exodus 34:6-7a
I can’t even begin to imagine what Moses experienced behind the hand of God in the shelter of the rock. It must have shaken from the thunder of the unutterable name of Jehovah. Overwhelmed by the splendor of the Almighty, Moses fell down in worship and cried out for forgiveness.
How can I possibly conceive of the blinding glory of God’s compassion, grace, patience, love, faithfulness and forgiveness all avalanching together in a moment? Moses must have felt on the edge of disintegration. This same God wants to show Himself to me everyday.
He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him. John 14:21b
Christ proclaims His compassion and faithfulness every morning. He speaks grace and forgiveness into every moment of my day. And He sings His unfailing love over my soul. If, even for moment, I could feel the power of that Voice and see His receding glory, I would be undone.
Oh, God, I cannot imagine going through life without You. If You were not at my side, how could I walk through this wilderness? Forgive my casual regard for Your Presence, and give me a greater sense of Your nearness. I want the hungry desperation for your Presence that Moses had and his boldness to beg for it. Oh, Lord, show me Your glory and grant me grace to bear it.