Simply

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This morning I woke early and lay peacefully in bed as the light of a new day grew brighter. Shortly after 5:00 am, I heard the first note of the dawn chorus and listened as more voices joined in – finches, chickadees, doves, sparrows, and hungry baby swallows in the nest box at my window.

For several hours, I opened my mind and heart toward God and listened over a cup of hot tea. I mulled over a word He pressed into my mind about a week ago: simply. It struck me while watching a documentary about the life of Lilias Trotter who was a missionary in Algiers from 1888 to 1928. She was an extraordinarily gifted artist and writer with a deep sensitivity to the presence of God in the beauty of His created world. She emanated the simple faith of one who has known and walked with God through great joy and great suffering.

Jesus said to Jairus, whose daughter had died while he was trying to reach Him, “Don’t be afraid; just believe.” Simply believe. Nothing more. Nothing less. And expect miracles.

Over the past week, this phrase has echoed off the walls of my mind – simply believe, simply be open to Me, simply let Me sing My life through your joy and your suffering. Simple faith is the mind stepping back and trusting its heart sight when nothing makes sense.

What bud lies enfolded in me but is restrained by my unbelief and complicated efforts? The thought is sobering yet beats with hope. When I simply believe and trust the Christ who lives in me, He begins to unfold one little possibility, and miracles begin to happen.

Song of the Soul

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It feels as though a microbe has taken us all hostage. In this confinement, I can either attempt to escape, complain about isolation, cower in the corner or sing in my cell.

The current medical and economic catastrophe attempts to pull me into a tumultuous landscape of fear and worry. When I follow that path, my soul vibrates dissonantly with the struggle and strain of being out of sync with Christ and in a place I was redeemed from.

So, I take a breath (in my own private isolated space) and set my self in trusting quietness before the Lord. I listen and wait until my soul syncs with the deep vibrations emanating from the heart of God. In time, my spirit sings in unison with His Spirit and resonates with the sweetness of His peace.

I love quiet waters. I’ve been drawn to them as long as I can remember. I especially love the effect of translucent water against the solidity of rocks. There’s a peaceful calm and unchanging strength in those places. The veil between the seen and unseen is thin there, and I’m touched with a strong sense of the presence of God.

In April, I went to one of my most frequented places on the S. Santiam River to take a photo for a painting. I thought it was high time that I learned to paint these special places. I hope it breathes a quiet melody into your soul.

He leads me beside quiet waters, He refreshes my soul. Psalm 23:2-3

There are still waters running through the spiritual landscape of our souls. The Shepherd treads there calling us to Himself. His voice is ever on the breeze. As we sit with Him, we sync with the rhythm and flow of His Spirit, even when surrounded by catastrophes and hardships. In the stillness, He refreshes and repairs our fragmented souls.

So, take a breath and set yourself in trusting quietness before the Lord. For in quietness and trust is your strength (Isaiah 30:15). In time, your soul will resonate with His peace. Peace is always within reach. In great trial, it reaches for you.

Are we going to be ok?

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A video circulating out there captures haunting images of this “pivotal historical moment we just went stumbling past.” A worried post shows on screen: “Are we going to be ok?”

Global humanity is reeling and reaching to each other through glass barriers, computer screens and phones. Desperate people are despairing. People are dying alone. Where is God in all this? Has He distanced Himself as well?

Yesterday morning, I read this in a devotional from Henri Nouwen:

“God has not withdrawn himself. He sent his Son to share our human condition and the Son sent us his Spirit to lead us into the intimacy of his divine life. It is in the midst of the chaotic suffering of humanity that the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Love, makes himself visible. But can we recognize his presence?”[1]

God makes Himself visible in the chaotic suffering of humanity. See Him in sacrificial kindness. See Him in breaking hearts and in tears rolling down masked faces. See Him in the exhaustion of a nurse. Know Him in the pain of separation. No one has felt it like He has felt it.

This is what God says to us today…read it like you’ve never seen it before…

Fear not for I have redeemed you;
I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned.;
the flames will not set you ablaze.
For I am the Lord, your God,
The Holy One of Israel, your Savior…
Since you are precious and honored in my sight,
and because I love you…
Do not be afraid, for I am with you.
Isaiah 43:1-5

Path of Hope. Photo by Pam Teschner

He stands beside you and with you and carries you when you pass through great suffering because you are dear to Him. He loves you beyond your capacity to understand, and He will lead you into the intimacy of His divine life.

I keep thinking of C.S. Lewis’ words through Aslan, “Courage, dear heart.”

[1] Nouwen, Henri J. M. (2017) You Are the Beloved: Daily Meditations for Spiritual Living. New York, New York: Convergent Books.

Incredible

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In this new world order of social distancing and isolation there is One who is closer than my skin and in the air I breathe. In the pandemic panic and anxiety, it’s easy to let this unshakeable Truth slip from our sanitized grasp. God is still on the throne. Christ is still the head over every power and authority, and He’s got this.

For quite some time, I’ve been pondering an incredible phrase from Ephesians 3:19 “filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” This phrase paints a picture of being filled to the brim, liberally supplied and lacking nothing. What a contrast with the current world of exhausted and scant supplies and empty shelves. But nothing has changed with God. The Spirit that is in me still fills and floods me with the life and power of God Himself so I lack nothing. Absolutely incredible.

Above all else, what God desires and I so desperately need this day is unceasing, intimate, holy communion with the Father and the Son. This is what I was created for, what Jesus died to restore, and what the Spirit makes true in my experience every moment of today…to the brim.

The fullness of God isn’t dispensed when I’ve prayed enough or have been spiritual enough, but all the fullness of God is available to me all the time, every moment of every day just as I am where I am. It is His power at work in my yielded trusting heart. This transcends incredible. Oh, the incredible greatness of God’s power available to us who trust Him for it!

One last incredible thought: We who have this same Spirit in us are connected and forever bound by His love and power. The Holy Spirit is the connective tissue between us and between our heart and the great heart of God. What precious gifts He has given for such a time as this.

2020 Prayer

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Have you given much thought recently to what Jesus prays for you? I hadn’t, but a few days ago it struck me that He was praying for me. So, I asked Him, “Lord, what is your prayer for me this year?” I listened and waited and, in time, I heard.

I belong to a “pack” of 10 women. We have ministered together and lead worship at many events over the last couple of decades. We know each other all too well and have prayed each other through the ups and downs of life. With 10 of us, that translates into a lot of prayers!

When we were rehearsing weekly, we would always spend time in prayer. When it was someone’s birthday, it was our tradition to eat sweets then pray only for the birthday girl. I can’t tell you what it does to your heart when you hear nine people each talk to God specifically about you and for you. It’s surprisingly hard to sit still and let people love you in that way. It often moved the birthday girl to tears.

Right now, Jesus is lifting throne-room prayers for you. He knows you all too well and has fervently prayed you through the ups and downs of life. His continual thoughts toward you outnumber the grains of sand in all the deserts and seas, and He daily bears your burdens. So great is His care for you!

Imagine listening in on those prayers. It would move us to tears. I believe we can know, at least in part, what He’s praying, but we need to be in the throne room to hear. So, step into the Most Holy Place by His blood and set yourself before Him in stillness and quiet surrender. Lean into Him who is leaning into you so full of tender love, and let Him love you. Ask what’s on His heart for you this year, and ask for ears to hear it. He wants you to know. Ask and it shall be given.

Jesus waits for those who will take time to listen and open themselves to the inconceivable…who will sink into Him in quiet surrender and be swept up into the impossible.

Open your mouth

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I asked God for a verse this morning, something from His heart to mine, and He gave me this:

Open wide your mouth and I will fill it. Psalm 81:10b

When my boys were little guys, I would bring a spoon of deliciousness to their mouths and say, “Open wide.” Sometimes they would open like little birds, and sometimes they would stubbornly hold their lips together in silent refusal. So, I tried the old airplane hangar trick with special effect sounds and all. Sometimes it worked, but often they stuck to their stubborn refusal.

God asks me to open my heart and soul as wide as I can to receive His deliciousness. He promises to fill and flood me with the abundant richness of His own life and satisfy my deepest yearnings. My part is to simply open wide and receive it. His part is to fill me with more than I can hold.

I’m afraid there are times when I stubbornly press my lips together not trusting or believing His gift. I fall into the performance trap and think I need to do something to earn it or cause God to respond and fill me. Consider the baby birds. They do nothing but receive what’s given. God implores us to eat what is good, and let our soul delight in the abundance He so freely gives.

Andrew Murray wrote, “We have been made to be a vessel into which God can pour out His life, His beauty, His happiness, His love. We are created to be a receptacle and a reservoir of divine heavenly life and blessing, just as much as God can put into us.” [1]

He will fill you and me with exactly what we need and so much more, more than all we can ask or imagine. Just open wide and receive it.

Chew on this: Psalm 81:10, John 10:10, Ephesians 3:19-20 and Isaiah 55:2.

[1] Murray, Andrew. (1895). The Deeper Christian Life, An Aid to Its Attainment. Chicago, Illinois: Fleming H. Revell Company.